5 Awkward Questions to (Never) Ask Your Waitress

I’ve noticed that across my previous workplaces, superiors resorted to using education, or lack of, to wield superiority. Often it was a tactic to bolster their credibility, as questioning and input from anyone not the CEO were improper and ironically, “pretentious,” “weird,” or a telltale sign of mental instability.

Until the past several months, I grew accustomed to unsolicited comments about my “shitty” education, and questions about my interests and “where I got that from.” While I have my quirks, it struck me as odd that these two attributes coupled together would qualify me as strange and malfunctioned. For a while, the person concerned succeeded in what I think were her objectives. I often felt worthless, questioned praise, dismissing it as sneering patronization, and found myself obsessing over increasingly clogged pores.

I noticed that during my brief stint as a waitress after graduating college, my coworkers exuded comparable cynicism and a want to get out. We made good tips at the restaurant, few things were particularly wrong with the establishment itself, and managers weren’t automatons. But if you asked the girls who worked with me why they looked so mad, they’d tell you: “It’s the people.”

I walked home from work visibly upset. I guess because of “the people,” and the odd things they’d say. Same sentiments and intentions as the person I mentioned before, but nicely put, the acid was thrown from another end of society’s spectrum.

It reminded me of waitressing the summer of 2013. It reminded me of questions and remarks I found inappropriate, but were treated as usual banter. So I laughed it off, but I’ll share what I remember.

1. “Are you retarded? Well, you’re working here, so…”

My coworkers often asked me why I “wanted” to work at the restaurant. At the time, it would have been foolish to discuss the actual “why,” but I told them I “needed a job.” We can point at statistics in newspapers, or widespread conceptions about the promises of college, but I took my time explaining to them that without an additional degree, it was highly unlikely that I would find work in a major-specific area, and I was saving money until I decided continuing school was something I really wanted to do.

Late on Independence Day, a cop sat down with his rather agreeable wife and her gregarious girlfriends. The women were like parakeets, ready for a tea party. The cop eyed the way I placed silverware on the table, and immediately grabbed my hand after I placed his utensils before him.

“That’s fucking gross.”

The lull of teenagers talking in the booth nearby filled the next few minutes. The women nervously laughed, and the cop asked coldly,

“Why were your fingers close to the prongs? Are you retarded?” I was a clumsy waitress, though I wasn’t deliberately unsanitary. I didn’t grab the silverware by their exposed prongs or scoops, but I remember my thumb touching the “handle”, instead of the napkin bundled at the end and tied with a thin strip of paper.

I couldn’t really tell him, though he spoke to the manager, who told him I wasn’t retarded and actually received a scholarship to law school, but chose not to go.

I have no idea why the manager found it sound to tell me this, but the cop had asked him why law schools thought it smart to “give people with Asperger’s scholarships.”

Somehow, I better sympathized with girls at work who refused to serve local law enforcement.

2. “Plan on having kids?”

Yes, a relatable question that annoys more than a handful of people my age who haven’t accomplished this yet. Maybe the stigma to childlessness isn’t so salient in other places, but I’ve found the question established as a formality. If I tell you it’s none of your business, well, that could deem me “pretentious,” “weird,” or mentally unstable. Perhaps that makes me a lesser person by articles of convention.

I told the man I don’t have children, and he advised me to “make nice to your husband, and get fucking.” The last time I asked, I look around twelve. I look no different than I did in pictures at homecoming dances, and at the time, I cared more about iced chai lattes than saving for my future. Apparently he thought I was ready, with aggressive encouragement to offer.

3. “You ever thought of doing porn?”

A suggestion by a man who owned another restaurant within the regional chain. I admit I enjoyed the nightly pay, and giggled to myself at how many one dollar bills I’d take to the bank. The teller had already asked me where I worked, but was skeptical as he mentioned the regular clientele. I frequently served larger parties, who liked that I could take nine to twelve orders without a notepad or a visit to re-inquire about what kind of salad dressing Mallory would like, or if John said “yes” to white gravy. So I made good money. Shortly.

I don’t know why this man would suggest porn as a lucrative venture. Maybe he presumed I was desperate, or didn’t have many options. He asked me if I was doing well on tips, and I nodded, not saying much. Strangely, he brought up wages, providing me with a verbal menu of the raunchiest acts, in order of highest payout.

It so turned out he wasn’t a manager, but introduced himself as one upon my seating him. A strategy for me to pay attention, nod and smile, and act politely out of fear he’d complain to management. Many customers did. I thought the couple I served two booths down would certainly ask for a supervisor, but they chose not to tip me, having heard his inquiries, possibly thinking my agreeableness indicated shameful Jezebel-ian curiosity.

I don’t know what this man really did, but I spotted him on the bus a few nights later, laughing at a comic book not drawn for children.

4. “So you’re here in need of a no-brainer, huh?”

A classmate I remembered from high school forty-five minutes away came to dine with her family. Or her family came to dine with herself included. She knew who I was, and I knew her name, but said nothing. Of course it went awkwardly. Their meal was delayed a good forty minutes, she inquired about it, smirking at me, and I heard her father ask,

“Wasn’t that the girl you were in Key Club with? The one you said was ‘really smart’?”

As you may infer, we had a falling out. I remember the father as a dedicated community volunteer.

“I didn’t say she was street smart.” This was the last I heard from her. Which struck me as my boss advised not to stress out about social skills, that the degree will pay off, but in time. This was after another instance when I failed to sense sarcasm, and cleaned a kitchen oven that I was never instructed to scrub.

The meal eventually arrived, and as I stood at the register to check them out, the father mentioned high school, my health, and if I was “fine.”

Hospitalization at age sixteen doesn’t seem like a thing you bring up. Even out of concern. But we all lived in a once small town (made a “suburb” thanks to rapid development and a Walmart five minutes away from the other built not too long ago). I guess some things are remembered, and discussed as another formality. “Small talk.”

5. “Did you major in English? Art?”

Like the question about kids asked in my locale, this is too commonplace. It is possible to write for a living. I know freelance artists who make an ample income. There are commitments to both, but name an endeavor without commitments. Given the circumstance, perhaps serving tables is a start, to keep your lights on as you refine your craft or build your capital as you plant your seeds. Maybe you serve part-time. Maybe you need extra cash. Maybe you’re happy serving. To some people, you’re questionable.

Let’s repeat: “pretentious,” “weird,” or mentally unstable.

I didn’t major in either, but studied things I liked. But I never discussed politics, or the possibility that Scott’s roommate may suffer from an Oedipal crisis. I didn’t want to go through the process that comes with offending someone, of receiving the Talk from the boss, following directives to walk to the table, apologize, and make up for a refund offered as a “sorry” for a customer’s bad experience. Or death by salmonella. It’s a possibility when you fail to properly handle a fork.

I’m no longer a waitress, and I’m no longer told I’m a mess with wasted potential. While I heard too many “you’re not good enough”s from finer strands of society’s yarn, the questions I recall, from those not as “calibrated,” seem to serve the same purpose.

Insecurity’s a bitch. No matter what you do for a living. What matters, moreover, is your permission for its consumption.

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24 thoughts on “5 Awkward Questions to (Never) Ask Your Waitress

      • Thanks for asking. Progress is sometimes slow in relationship to the rest of the world that moves so fast. I have reached a point where I am more clear about myself and the role I have played in life more that ever before. My brain is not fogged up with doubt and insecurities as it did for so long. Having been such a private person all my life this has been quite a ride for me. When I decided I had to do this blog I came to the conclusion it was all or nothing so I have no reason to complain. Despite the painful rendering of my experience in such a public way I feel, for me, this was the right decision. Therefore it feels like the process of taking my power back – and that is good.
        I always look forward to reading your posts, you are gifted. Your confidence shines through and not in an arrogant way. Confidence is a magnetic force that will draw people to you.

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      • I’m very happy to hear all this! You have gone through so much, and it takes courage and grit to overcome what you have experienced, only to move forward. It really is inspiring.

        And thank you so much. I’m happy to hear that my posts are enjoyable. I don’t know if I had talked about this yet on the blog, but shyness about my hobbies has been an issue for a while. The blog has been a way for me to share my thoughts and express myself in healthier ways than before. I’ve noticed that since writing regularly, I’ve been less anxious and better able to deal with certain things I struggled with in months prior.

        I appreciate your support. It means a lot, and I’m wishing you all the best.

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    • Customer service is an aggravating thing. But the interactions can produce the most colorful fodder when it comes to writing. I do my best to go grocery shopping as infrequently as possible. I guess there have been too many story-worthy things that happen in the long lines that I think I could see or hear less of (memory of CDs at Walmart hidden in a cooler. Like they didn’t think the cashier would ask, or that the shoplifting monitor wouldn’t beep…)

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  1. Insecurity’s a bitch. No matter what you do for a living. What matters, moreover, is your permission for its consumption.

    I had nibbled until consumed, ate with toasted edges, belched lust to calm… and if I heard “I finally found…”

    Oh give me a break and I don’t give 2 shits, no wait – make that 5!

    Lovely writing madame, I’m all over your words today.

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  2. This is a GOOD ESSAY. πŸ™‚

    On Fri, Jun 19, 2015 at 5:40 AM, Crumpled Paper Cranes wrote:

    > crumpledpapercranes posted: “I’ve noticed that across my previous > workplaces, superiors resorted to using education, or lack of, to wield > superiority. Often it was a tactic to bolster their credibility, as > questioning and input from anyone not the CEO was improper and ironically, > “pr”

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  3. I’ve been a waitress and I’ve been a cab driver, and the nice thing about cab driving is that no one expects you to be nice to them. If they’re assholes, you can be an asshole right back. Damn, it was liberating.

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  4. You are a SAINT! I waitressed TWO nights in my entire life—and it was all that I could do! Reading of what you experienced ripped my heart in two. Lately, I have found myself confronting people who say and do the most insulting and nasty thing to myself or others—I cannot stay silent any longer—( I am OLD, so I figure I may as well die for a cause)—I see it as my personal responsibility to teach manners! LOL I suppose people would say that I am over-sensitive…it just amazes me how it is ok to be insulting towards others! You are a remarkable person to sustain so much injury and still go forward! You are AMAZING!

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